addicted to my LOVES <3

Friday, December 28

i wan unlimited of attention!

i hate it when pple treats me w/ so much warm and care and give me so much of their own attention and then *poof* the nxt thing i knw they give me a bucket of ice w/o martell.

i dont knw what im doing anymore.

i spent so much of my tym partying, gambling, working and studying tt i got no tym for my beauty sleep at all!

i slept lyk 6hrs sometimes 4hrs almost everyday for the past mth.

im super duber shag.

i witnessed too many pple drunk, fights, friends' true beautiful rainbows colours, friends' awful side ... this mth.

i hav a personal walking atm at work which im starting to distance away from.

i received great christmas's presents from babyloves, pearlyns and r. thks peeps.

i rejected away offers of free samsung U6oo and psp.

im being teased and bullied by my classmates. =(

im nt being ask out for dates by babyloves.

im starting to hav this emo-shit in me.

i wonder and ponder yet i dont get answers to my questions.

i would love to hav a chocolate ice cream nw.

i hav sch tml which is SAT. fuck.

im having study week

i hav yet to get my results for my cs and poa when all my classmates got it.

i hav nerd's hair. =D

"when a real gentleman cross my path, i almost fell as i nv met one as gentleman as he is. but i hold on tight to the pillar beside me. men are nt trustworthy creatures, they are lured by sex and attractiveness which makes them all fucking bastards. im putting my blood red pounding heart into a chestbox and buried it in the snow in iceland. im gg to be so independent tt i might be a loner."

p/s: NO NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS TT'S BORING LARH. LOL.