Tuesday, September 19
Supposely, i hav lots to say. but im at loss nw.
i felt as if everything is my fault.
i wish tym is control-able,
so tt mistakes cld be avoid,
regrets can be thrown away.
however, everything is too late,
jus too late.
i abhor this feelings,
i wanted to break dwn and cry,
cry and whine,
spilled everything tt is in my heart all out to yoo.
if only i cld.
im afraid of being rejected, resent and ignore by yoo.
i dont hav da guts.
i hav so much qns,
i dont expect changes,
i jus wanna knw da truths,
tell me da truths.
im letting my imagination runs wild.
if only ...
if only ...
forgives me.
im sry, utterly sry. =(