Monday, July 10
Been gg out out out and out every single day. nth special happens anyway, jus da usual hang out , talk cock sing song play mahjong . ha. But one thing is for sure. i had became poorer as da days goes by, i hav yet to clear my debts and new debts or rather burden came in. fuck. I was lyk living off on others nowadays and keep on rejecting gg out w/ others frens as my cash seriously jus dont flow. I hate this period of tym, it's so awful. fuck. I noticed tt every tym when i waited for bus at different bus-stop, the poster on the advertisment board is mostly "family means so much more" , showing a photo tt they hired a so-call family to act out as if family is so impt w/ another quote beside it lyk "family is always behind yoo supporting your fall " or whatsoever. There's different posters around but it's obviously carried out da same meaning. *roll eyes
Frankly, i think its CRAPS. Maybe for some of us, family totally means nth maybe beside we hav place to sleep at night and we get money from parents. But hey, if parents wanna give birth it's their duty to give us money and support us till we are capable of supporting ourselves. We didnt choose to be in this world, it's their choice, we weren't given a option are we. yaya, family is forever , frens aren't but then didnt our parents were frens first before they are tgt? It's da network prob dude.
okay fine, maybe for some families they are so blissful tgt, but on da average tt only maybe when we are still young kids. As we grow older things turn from fairytale to nightmare.Probblems started to arise and quarrels , fights and threatening as around everywhere lyk air. Perhaps for mostly, family become lyk family only when they are kids and when they are older, really older. hmmm... There's more to say and argue but im jus plain lazy to type it all out.
Conclusion: family dont means much to everybody, happy endings are rare. Families tt are bond tgt closely hav few. Rely on yourself and nobody else.
*i've change cellphone no. , pls ask around.